I’ve have planned on writing this post for weeks, but every time I try to write about it, I stop and write about something else. I’m going to do a little stream of consciousness about this topic, because coherent thought isn’t really happening. Here’s the question –
How do you change to positive thinking while dealing with a serious health concern?
Right now … well, let’s just say that things haven’t been anywhere near easy recently. To be 100% honest – which is something I always abide by on here, although I do keep some things off of here to keep them to myself – I’m really seriously questioning every aspect of my life right now. I need a life makeover, you know? But it’s so easy to get all caught up in all the things I want to be different and then think so negatively about the life I do have.
I have a job. I have wonderful friends who support me so much. I have an incredible family who supports me and tries to help me in any way possible. I have amazing doctors and medical providers.
And yet, I still struggle with keeping my head above water.
I journal. I meditate. I do yoga. I cook. I clean (I really like cleaning it helps me feel better about life). I spend time with friends. I talk to my family. I pray. I write. I make videos and edit them. I try and, like I said, just keep my head above water. Some days and nights and weeks and months it feels like I’m constantly trying to keep my head up high. But I have to remind myself that there is a reason I’m going through this – even if I don’t like the reason – and that it won’t be like this forever.
Unfortunately, I can’t see into the future. This means that I can’t confirm that it won’t be like this forever or that it won’t get a lot worse. But I have to tell myself that things will be okay eventually, and I have to live my life like it will. And that is partially how I change to positive thinking.
In completely unrelated news –
I added another ad spot! My largest spot (Grande Peppermint Mocha) is booked until 12/26, so I added a miniature version of it. The Grande Iced Latte spot comes with weekly Twitter promotions, a spotlight in one of my posts, and the opportunity to participate in monthly giveaways. The monthly giveaway is new and will be starting in the next couple of weeks. It’s only $7, has medium placement, has has a 300×200 ad space. Go check it out!